MIsiing u my Dear

Do u noe the song something happened to my heart/My heart had a brain freeze
I love it cos of the beat and the lyrics tat ar meaningful...

Kajimallaedo meomchweon seoraedo
Noereul hyanghaeganeun nae mamingeol
Dalji do anhi juljido anhi
Waeiri nae sarangeun

Chueok hana hana sego ddo seneura
Mameun hanshido shwijil mothae
Kanugido himdeul jimman dwiltende
Wae nan beorijido mothaneunji

Jeongmal kaseumi otteokae dwenabwa
Nunmeon sarange babo ga dwenabwa
Ojik hangoman maeil hangoman
Neoran seulpeun bitcheul baraboda

Nunmul saemajeodo gojangi nanabwa
Jakku nunmuli meojil anha
Keujeo hanmadiman, saranghae hanmadiman
Naege malhaejumyeon andwini

Soneul bbodeobwado amuri bulreodo
Neoneun naegeseo meolgiman hae
Apeun sangcheoman dwil darangiltende
Wae nan jiujido mothaneunji

Jeongmal kaseumi otteoke dwaenabwa
Nunmeon sarange babo ga dwaenabwa
Ojik hangoman, maeil hangoman
Neoran seulpeun bitcheul baraboda.

Nunmul saemajeodo gojangi nanabwa
Jakku nunmuli meojil anha
Keujeo hanmadiman, saranghae hanmadiman
Naege malhaejumyeon andwini

Niga useumyeon nado haengbok hada
Kodjimalro nal wirohae bojiman

Niga hyanghaeseon go naega aniraseo
Wiroun nunmuli heulreo

Jeongmal shimjangi eotteoke dwaenabwa
Himdeun sarange micheo boryeonabwa
Kajido mothae ijjido mothae
Neoreul haru haru kidarida

Neomuna keuriwo tali nangeongeobwa
Neoreul neomuna saranghaeseo
Keujo hankaji man ni maeum hankaji man
Naege nanweojumyeon andwini

eng version

Even though I tell it not to go,
Even though I tell it to stop
My heart keeps going towards you
It doesn’t wear out, it doesn’t decrease
Why is my love like this

One by one, I count and count the memories
My heart can’t rest for even a moment
It’ll just become baggage that becomes hard to control
Why can’t I even throw them away

Really, my heart must have done something somehow
I must have become a fool that’s blind from love
Just one place, everyday one place
Looking at the sad light that is you
Even the tear glands must be broken
My tears won’t stop
I love only you, only you
Can’t you just tell me?

Even if I hold out my hands,
No matter how much I call out
You’re always far from me
It’ll be a love that becomes painful scars
Why can’t I erase it

Really, my heart must have done something somehow
I must have become a fool that’s blind from love
Just one place, everyday one place
Looking at the sad light that is you
Even the tear glands must be broken
My tears won’t stop
Just one word, the one phrase that you love
Can’t you just tell me?

I try to comfort myself with the lie
That I’m happy if you just smile
Because the place you’re going towards is not me
The lonely tears flow

Really, my heart must have done something somehow
I must have gone crazy over this hard love
Can’t have you, can’t forget you
Waiting for you day by day

I must have gotten ill from missing you so much
From loving you too much
Just one thing, your heart, that one thing
Can’t you just share it with me

Can’t you love me……………………………..

HELLO PEEPS

I NOE MY LAST POST WAS UNIMAGINABLE...BUT I COOLED DOWN AND EVERYTHING IS COOL...JUST WAITING FOR THE MATCH..HAHAH....I WONDER WONDER WONDER WHO WILL WIN???HEHE..MUSN'T BE COMPLACENT!!!!LOL
ANIWAE I WAS TAGG TO DO A QUIZ..WHICH ONE ARHS..
LATER DO
ANIWAY I WAS ON FACEBOOK AND ONE QUIZ MAKE ME THINK??
WAT I FEAR,
-FATE
-CHOICES
-CONTROL
-LOSS
-INVESTING
-INJURY
-THE UNKNOWN
-FAILURE
-CHANGES

IF I WAS SUPPOSE TO CHOOSE ONE I'LL PONDER..WAT I FEAR IS ALMOST EVERUTHING..APRT FROM INJURY CONTROL INVESTING....
FATE WILL BRING U TO WHERE U WILL BE
CHOICES IS WAT U WILL MAKE OUT OF IT
LOSS THE ONE U LOVED THE MOST
THE UNKOWN WAT AM I FACING A HEAD
FAILURE IN EXAMS?IN FRIENDSHIP?IN LOVE??
CHANGES OF CHARACTER TAT CULD BRING US DOWN...
WAT WILL U CHOOSE...
AND THERE IS ONE MORE QUSTION BOTHERING ME..
WAT ARE U AFRAID TO LOOSE??
-FAMILY???
-FRIENDS???
-LIFE??
OR JUST SIMPLY ANYTHING BELONGS TO U??
I CANT ANSER TAT...

THANKS

HELLO EVERYONE>>SORRY FOR NOT BLOGGING..MOM NAGGIN..EXAM..EXAM...SHIT IT LAR...BUT MANAGE TO DO MOST OF IT...SO WATS DONE CANNOT BE UNDONE...

YESTERDAY WASTHE WORST DAY OF MY SECONDARY 1 LIFE...I CRIED..I SHOUTED..I WAS DAMN MAD....I NEVER FELT THIS TYPE OF FEELINGS BEFORE...WHO IS RAHMAT HAH!!!!HU IS HE TAT I WANT TO SPREAD ROMOURS TO EVERYONE..IS HE THE PRESIDENT...THE SUPERSTAR..IF HE WANT TO STEAD WITH MONKEY OSO I DUN CARE....HAHAH..BOTH OF THEM SUITABLE ARH...HAHA...TOURNAMENT YESTERDAY TO WIN WAS THE BEST FEELING EVER..I CRIED...I DUNNO WHY...WAI YEE & JASMINE WAS MAD TOO...BUT THEY DIDNT CRY...I NOE I HAVE THE REASONSSSSSS TOO...BUT I SHOWED TO HIM HOW WEAK I AM...BUT IAM NOT...I TOTALLY LOST IT...HU IS HE!!!!ARH....ANIWAE...THE SMILE I PUT ON YESTERDAY DOSENT MEAN I GOT OVER IT!!!!THE INCIDENT TAT....ARH.....OKAE I HAVE TO STOP IT OR I'LL CRY AGAIN...THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IS I NEED TO SHOW EVERYONE TAT I AM BRAVE...I AM NOT WEAK....BUT SPECIAL THANKS TO ZHI XIAN AND LIN MING WHO MADE ME LAUGH..I OWE THEM ONE MEN!!!!LUCKILY DURING THE MATCH I COULD CARRY MYSELF AND NOT GET WAT HAPPEND GET IN THE WAY OF ME PLAYING WELL AS I AM ONE OF THE POTENTIAL PLAYER....CRYING HAS ALWAYS BEEN MY POTENTEIAL...BUT I STILL CANNOT WORK MY MIND OUT WHY WAS THAT TREATMENT SO HURTFULL TAT I CRIED...I REALLY LOST IT...

I JUST FEEL LIKE SHOUTING DIS IN FRONT OF HIM!!!
"IF U WERE EVEN SINCERE..U WOULD HAVE SAID SORI AGAIN...IF U EVEN REALISE UR MISTAKE U WOULD HAVE APOLOGISE ONYOUR ON ACCORD..BUT U HAVE TO WAIT FOR MY FRIENDS TO MAKE U!!!AND TATS WAT YOU CALL TRUR FRIENDS NOT THE ONE WHO WILL WALK OUT ON YOU...DO U HAVE EVEN A TRUE FREN HAHA...I DUN THINK UR WORST DEN ALL THE HYPOCRITE PPL PUT TOGETHER..U IDIOT....AND P.S...UR FASTING YESTERDAY DAH BATAL AS YOU MADE ME ANGRY...ANIWAE...DONT BLAME UR TEAM MATE BECAUSE U MISS CATCHING THE BALL...I SAW U "F**K HERE AND THERE WEN U URSELF MISS THE BALL....WEN U WERE PLAYING AGAINST R5 U WON WITH THE DIFFERENCE OF 1 POINT...AND TAT DOSENT MAKE U SO GREAT...I DARE YOU NOT TOBE THE GOALIE....XIEYU BE THE GOALIE...HAIS..I DUN THINK U EVEN GET THE CHNCE TO EVEN TOUCH THE BALL LUHSS..NOOBIS!!!"

HAIS..ANIWAE....SOMETHING ABOUT THE SONG 'OVER YOU' MAKE ME REALISE ITS THE SAME AS MY LIFE IN THE OTHER WAY....
I'LL POST THE LYRICS(SOME TAT HAVE IMPACT ON ME..)

I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
I'm better off without you
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up

dis song means alot to me..

Aku duduk di sudut itu…
Menangis bersendirian
Tak mampu ku bendung air mata yang bak bah yang ingin jatuh
Jadi mutiara putih mulai jatuh merembes wajahku…
Kenapa hidup ini tidak adil…
Ku merintih untuk dikasih…
senyuman memang tidak pernah lekang dari bibir ini
tetapi rahsia di hati tiada siapa yang tahu
di sebalik senyuman di bibir ada perasaan luka yang terpendam
Ada luka yang ditoreh toreh…
Tetapi apakan daya tidak bisaku luahkan
Hanya dapat ku bukukan dalam hati ini yang kala terlalu sempit
Sehingga tiada apa lagi yang muat untuk disimpan
Dalam diam ku menyimpan perasaan...
wajahmu tidak pernah lekang dari kotak fikiranku
Namamu di buku sejarahku…
Warkahmu juga yang kuamati
Dalam diam ku menyimpan angan untuk bersama mu…
Tetepi hati ku ini ditoreh toreh olehmu bak sembilu
Namun apakan daya…
Tak mampuku ucapkan rasa kasih padamu
Hanya bisa ku pendam…
Andai aku ini awan
Dapatku maluahkan perassan ini tak kala hati ku ini sesak dan pilu
BAk hujan yang tumpah dari hati si awan…
Awan yang menari nari..
Menunjukkan betapa girangnya dia hari itu….
Mahu ku kecapi hari itu!!

HELOO!!
Okae...hais...seriously FIESTA was fun man..hahaha..lol imean da celebration rawks!!!!i wan sumore!!!!but...hais go bak aft the perfomance nid to feel in REFLECTION!!arhs...i hate it...den can go see da booths ready...lol...erm...but oni food cos seriously hungry...+hot larhs...BURNING HOT!!!
heheh..den go bak where the climax enter!!MY BALOON HAFIZ GO BURST!!I HATE HIM!!hahahha...i cry a bit eh!!I dunno why this days my heart veh FREAGILE...anitime can burst into tears....but nvm there was GINA and LIN MING to cmfort me!!!^^hahah...den eat cakes....lol...aniwaes this where the prob start..
dat Zhi Xian make so much noise so he want him to shut larhss...den so linming go cover his mouth (got MITCHEL oso)den suddenly NICk come then go hit his(BAG OR NECK)dat one i not sure....den ZHI XIAN wan pick a fight with NICK...den Daryl kpoX2..hahah...but seriously if u ask me..i think its not ZHI XIAN's fault if its his bag there must be something precious or wat tat he dont want spoil..if I was in his shoes,it will be the same...like HAFIZ burst my baloon...hahahah..aniwaes so many ppl angry on behalf of NICK!!RINA,JOEY n DARYL......hais lucky there was L.M and Hafiz to pull him away...i dunno wat wuld happen between ZHI XIAN N DARYL...hais but sure Daryl can fight hah???ehemms(NO OFFENS)....hais but i noe ZX will win not bcos of his height...hahah..totally..to me...everything is NICK'S fault..aniwae his not brave larh....NICK run behind Daryl wen he was 'chase' by ZX...lol...so end this mess by leaving one another...Aniwaes aft tat go eat larhs...erm..first wan go PIZZA HUT..den change to SEOUL GARDEN...in the end KFC...THE senior,Camille veh cute eh...den MR TEO(soon ann0say we impatient:(lol....eat..eat..eat...say goodbye and go home....gina and RENETTE go home first..ME,SHANNON,JASMINE...gi Whitesands!!I BUY BOF POSTER!!!hehehe...den go home larhs..and here i am now..lazy post...i want rite poem...erm shuld I??
GTG BYE!!

HELLO!!
erm...sori neh post yesterday..i cnt on comp..its can on comp alternate..sads..ppl cn on comp at night n i cant!!sadded!!haiz..told u my life isnt ever complete..its lacking of so many things(trust,money><,mayb love><)....i am still finding..hahah...SINGLE N LOVIN IT!!!hahah..cant wait for FIESTA!!aniewae today ia a quite ad day..hahha;(go eat mac with Wai Yee...den saw Claudia,Malcolm and Rahmat...heheh...lol..i shuld cn blog longer..but my mum is DRAGGIN!!! me to shopping..hope she help me buy new stuff...lol aniwae was sitting lonely wen i suddenly cam up with a poem..but its not complete><..i'll wirte it in few days time><:)

HAHHA!!!I just do this for fun...actually i wan change my blog cos..i prefer to be the old me...erm the girl hu like to write down poem wen i am bored,emo and lonely...will be shocking!!??No one expect me to be emo type..but tats wat i am wen i am in pri sku..i hide my sadnneess behind my smiles and joyfulness...i wanna change tat but writing poems are just part of my habit...but mostly its in malay..i will translate..in my secret box..there are tons and tons of poems or watever u wan call it..but tell u its all about my ex...hahah...i am mostly write sads wan...haha..sumtime ppl didint believe wat a person i am behind all this smiles and hyperness...one day when pitch-dark clouds really start to cover my life...u will just then see my true colors!!