MIsiing u my Dear

HELLO EVERYONE>>SORRY FOR NOT BLOGGING..MOM NAGGIN..EXAM..EXAM...SHIT IT LAR...BUT MANAGE TO DO MOST OF IT...SO WATS DONE CANNOT BE UNDONE...

YESTERDAY WASTHE WORST DAY OF MY SECONDARY 1 LIFE...I CRIED..I SHOUTED..I WAS DAMN MAD....I NEVER FELT THIS TYPE OF FEELINGS BEFORE...WHO IS RAHMAT HAH!!!!HU IS HE TAT I WANT TO SPREAD ROMOURS TO EVERYONE..IS HE THE PRESIDENT...THE SUPERSTAR..IF HE WANT TO STEAD WITH MONKEY OSO I DUN CARE....HAHAH..BOTH OF THEM SUITABLE ARH...HAHA...TOURNAMENT YESTERDAY TO WIN WAS THE BEST FEELING EVER..I CRIED...I DUNNO WHY...WAI YEE & JASMINE WAS MAD TOO...BUT THEY DIDNT CRY...I NOE I HAVE THE REASONSSSSSS TOO...BUT I SHOWED TO HIM HOW WEAK I AM...BUT IAM NOT...I TOTALLY LOST IT...HU IS HE!!!!ARH....ANIWAE...THE SMILE I PUT ON YESTERDAY DOSENT MEAN I GOT OVER IT!!!!THE INCIDENT TAT....ARH.....OKAE I HAVE TO STOP IT OR I'LL CRY AGAIN...THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IS I NEED TO SHOW EVERYONE TAT I AM BRAVE...I AM NOT WEAK....BUT SPECIAL THANKS TO ZHI XIAN AND LIN MING WHO MADE ME LAUGH..I OWE THEM ONE MEN!!!!LUCKILY DURING THE MATCH I COULD CARRY MYSELF AND NOT GET WAT HAPPEND GET IN THE WAY OF ME PLAYING WELL AS I AM ONE OF THE POTENTIAL PLAYER....CRYING HAS ALWAYS BEEN MY POTENTEIAL...BUT I STILL CANNOT WORK MY MIND OUT WHY WAS THAT TREATMENT SO HURTFULL TAT I CRIED...I REALLY LOST IT...

I JUST FEEL LIKE SHOUTING DIS IN FRONT OF HIM!!!
"IF U WERE EVEN SINCERE..U WOULD HAVE SAID SORI AGAIN...IF U EVEN REALISE UR MISTAKE U WOULD HAVE APOLOGISE ONYOUR ON ACCORD..BUT U HAVE TO WAIT FOR MY FRIENDS TO MAKE U!!!AND TATS WAT YOU CALL TRUR FRIENDS NOT THE ONE WHO WILL WALK OUT ON YOU...DO U HAVE EVEN A TRUE FREN HAHA...I DUN THINK UR WORST DEN ALL THE HYPOCRITE PPL PUT TOGETHER..U IDIOT....AND P.S...UR FASTING YESTERDAY DAH BATAL AS YOU MADE ME ANGRY...ANIWAE...DONT BLAME UR TEAM MATE BECAUSE U MISS CATCHING THE BALL...I SAW U "F**K HERE AND THERE WEN U URSELF MISS THE BALL....WEN U WERE PLAYING AGAINST R5 U WON WITH THE DIFFERENCE OF 1 POINT...AND TAT DOSENT MAKE U SO GREAT...I DARE YOU NOT TOBE THE GOALIE....XIEYU BE THE GOALIE...HAIS..I DUN THINK U EVEN GET THE CHNCE TO EVEN TOUCH THE BALL LUHSS..NOOBIS!!!"

HAIS..ANIWAE....SOMETHING ABOUT THE SONG 'OVER YOU' MAKE ME REALISE ITS THE SAME AS MY LIFE IN THE OTHER WAY....
I'LL POST THE LYRICS(SOME TAT HAVE IMPACT ON ME..)

I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
I'm better off without you
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up

dis song means alot to me..